i swear i will post here again some day

there are so many great artists i wish i couldve been one of them

how do you draw anything interesting when you are inherently empty and there is nothing interesting about you on the inside

its just a pointless struggle

not even your pain is interesting

I guess I will post art but will have a different mindset about this whole thing idk

or actually I'm probably going to be posting more rarely and less effort art because a lot of work/studying is coming in uni

i think i will stop posting art because I feel like it's very toxic and stressful for me since I feel really shit if something doesnt do good

i will just draw for myself and close people

this is not a final decision since i love going back on decisions ive made but thats how i feel atm

will upload it tomorrow probably, just waiting for boyfriend to add some sound effects ^^

atm working in between drawings on an animation, so if you are interested look forward to that

dunno when will finish tho hopefully by the end of my break since i have a lot of free time

I need to get better at drawing art despite the fact that it doesn't get attention.

Atm I tend to lose motivation if my art gets little to no attention.

I will keep on drawing regardless.

Finally done with that bastard project, will start to post here more regularly.

Also holy shit I fucking suck at drawing, I should be banned from drawing forever.

im very busy doing uni programming project its due sunday idk if i will do it aaaa no time for anything