I remember getting scouted on my previous account as well (which I very stupidly deleted)

It's nice to see that people are enjoying my art. Will try to post art regularly to not disappoint!

Well as you maybe have noticed motivation is back in full force and I try to make time for drawing every day even if I'm pretty busy.

I'm actually enjoying drawing quite a lot atm

Why is it so hard to be motivated to draw?

I feel like I have so many things I wanna draw but I just can't gather the energy to do it.

Is it like this for every artist or just me?

Even if it's hard it will be worth it in the end.

I will make sure that it is.

I will make it.

I only recently began to experience real emotions.

Being happy is nice, but sometimes you don't feel nice. More like awful. And I don't understand those emotions and I'm not used to them. I hate it. I hate feeling like this. The question is if actually feeling is worth it. I really hope so..

There is nothing to worry about. Everything is good now.

But maybe there is always a light at end of the tunnel. Maybe all is not lost

Maybe all can be saved.

It's a really shitty feeling when you get too quickly attached to someone.

The happiness of finally having someone love you is addicting and also blinding.

Take small steps and never jump headfirst into a relationship.

Disappointment hurts, it really hurts. Now I feel even lonelier than before.

And on top of that I feel awful for that person. They got 10 times the pain I got and didn't deserve it.

Moving forward I don't know what I will do. Everything just hurts..

I always love dreams about physical affection. I wonder if it feels that good in real life.

After not drawing for a couple of months I've yet again motivation to draw. Or rather to get better at drawing.

I started doing some figure/construction training.

I guess I enjoy drawing, but I want to get better so that I can enjoy it more.

I will be taking small steps at getting better.

You could maybe expect some art soon.